One of many letters to you.

I have never felt so lonely in a world full of friends. My beautiful living hell is gone but it was the only thing that kept me alive. Everything is black and i can't find my way home, so I will walk all the endless empty streets until my heart stops. The devil has spread his guns to help end my sorrow fast. The easy way out they say.

I remember like it was yesterday the small letter i the corner on my phone. The clock had turned late and i red the words you wrote. "can i wake up next to you tomorrow?"Neverendingsmlie. Now it's all gone. 

And I hope you will live a happy,long,loving life. Because i will not.

your dearest.