Until death do us part.

Halva mitt hjärta har fallit ner till djävulen. Kvar blir ett stelt skal av tomhet och självhat.

Och saknaden kommer ta mitt liv.

I think we should run.

Mina ögonlock är så svullna så jag orkar inte hålla dem öppna. Alla mina glödlampor smäller en efter en.Världen har haft en svart dag i dag. Jag förstår dock inte hur jag lyckades måla den så svart som jag har gjort. Skapa egna sanningar kanske syndromet heter eller ta ut svängen alldeles förtidigt. Jag hoppas  min målarfärg tar slut snart.

While I powder my nose,

He will powder his guns,

And if I try to get close,

He is already gone,

I don't know where he's going,

I don't know where he's been.

But he is restless at night,

He has horrible dreams.

So we lay in the dark,

Cause we've got nothing to say.

Just the beating of hearts,

Like two drums in the grey.

I don't know what we're doing,

I don't know what we've done.

But the fire is coming,

So I think we should run.

I think we should run, run, run, run..

Run, run, run, run..

Run, run, run, run..

While I put on my shoes,

He will button his coat,

And we will step outside,

Checking out the coast is clear

On both sides,

We don't wanna be seen.

Oh, this is suicide..

But you can't see the ropes.

And I won't tell my mother.

It's better she don't know

And he won't tell his folks,

Cause they're already ghosts.

So we'll just keep each other,

As safe as we can.

Until we reach the border,

Until we make our plan.

To run, run, run, run..

To run, run, run, run..

To run, run, run, run..

Will you stay with me my love?

For another day..

Cause I don't want to be alone,

When I'm in this state.

Will you stay with me my love?

Till we're old and grey.

I don't wanna be alone.

When these bones decay..

Run, run, run, run..

Oh run, run, run, run..

Run, run, run, run..

Ooh and run, run, run, run..

Run, run, run, run..

Run, run, run, run..

To someone else.

The emotionell side of the brain goes west. The logical side of the brain goes east.

I have lost my head completely.

The darkest days has arrived.

Things are moving to fast.I can't get a hold on my thoughts.

People slip through my hands. My time starts to run out.

Trouble and bad luck seems to follow me around.

Just get high and dream away.

Wolfes starts singing, spiders keep on building.

The clock turns around and the stars fall down.

I will just get high and dream away.

Endless road to nothing.

Min själ är orolig och rastlös. Jag har börjat ha svårt att skilja på dröm och verklighet och det rör om. Min kropp är onöjd och mitt huvud är trött. Mitt hjärta saknar kärlek.

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Find what you love and let it kill you.

- Bukowski